coldplaying.
Esp at SAFRA!
Got scolded by Mrs Amy Lim cuz we went on the bus w/o teacher. Had to apologise to her personally. Ruthi and I were afraid that the teachers would scold Michelle and other exco ppl as its not really their fault. Sry but I didnt know as I missed quite a number of trngs so I havent taken the bus at all before for this year. Sec ones, please DONT STAY AT 7-11 FOR SO LONG! THE LANES ARE EMPTY FOR GOODNESS SAKE. AND DO YOU KNOW YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO GO TO THE PLAYGROUND DURING CCA TIME? Like, for goodness sake. Didnt you know that if you have shot, you are suposed to do your work quietly and not run off to some other places without informing the seniors? Do not ever leave the lanes empty! At least the bookings of lanes and drawing of weapons went smoothly.
Anyway, I shot only one card. 20 shots. One large grouping. No guocong shots today. Improved a bit. Must train more. I think I shall not train tmr, tho. Mummy is quite irritated that I always come home late these few days due to trng. I shall train on Saturday. Thursday too, if there is no PT.
My phone bill came. Around $60. 800+ smses. Screw myself for wasting my smses talking rubbish to rubbish people. And also for rubbish arguments with stupid people too.
My results are sucky. Screw it but I cant do anything abt it except really study hard for next semester. Fuck myself for not learning my lessons from last year and letting it happen again this year.
Today is a sucky day. Screw you if you are laughing at my totally horrible day. Screw you if you go around spreading untrue stuff about me. Screw you if you think I'm wonderfully happy and it's impossible for me to feel down. Screw you if you still think that my liu lao liu performance is stupid cuz I already know it is. Screw you if you are laughing at my retardedness during the performance. Screw you if you think that I'm a totally free person who have nothing to do at all. Screw you if you think I didnt put enough effort in my contributions. Screw you if you are thinking of irritating me tmr. Probably I'd just ignore you and give you the finger. Screw you if you think that I'm being unreasonably irritating and crude today. Sorry but I had a bad day.
I need a hug. Like. NOW.
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